Blinded by the merried man

by Bontle
(South Africa)

My name is Bontle and I was seeing this guy for 2 years. So in October I found out I was pregnant,
when I told him he dropped the bomb that he was actually married and he was gonna tell me the next
Week about this. I just didn't even want to stress myself with him cause of the baby, so I stopped
Talking to him. He told me I should get rid of the baby cause he is trying to fix things with his
Wife, and he doesn't need all this drama in his life. But I just kept the baby and cut all communication
With him so I can focus on the blessing I have been given. Funny thing is I still want him I
Hoping its just hormones, but I love him and I don't want to hate him instead I want him back.
Right now I pray to God that I can get over this. That my story and I'm still living it.