God Complex
by a
(new jersey)
Well that was his story i suppose i should have known better but for some reason i fell for him hook line and sinker.
Yes the story of me and my wife arent together we sleep in seperate rooms im there for my kid(one 17 now) we have no relationship yadda yadda.
Ive been with him for four years. We have gone away and been a lot of places done a lot of things. He spends a lopt of time with me when hes not working hes with me He does tell me he loves me that when hes kid goes to college hes leaving and we can be together.
The truth i know hes not going to leave why do i stay??? For me i think its the thought i cant get any one better. He knows and wants to know my every move where i am when im at work with my mom where ever. He calls me asking where i am. I have no friends he is all i have. He gets mad when i dont answer the phone. He accuses me of cheating on him ( i know funny right) every other day.
In the beginning he was so sweet but anymore hes mean puts me down and says the most horrible things to me treats me like crap has not much respect for me for us but then again why would he???.
I have been there for him through thick and thicker. He keeps telling me to move 5 minutes away from him but i havent. It has been an emotional roller coster. I spend a lot of time with him his wife doesnt call if she does she is toasted. But i think the more i have been with him the more i know i need to get away from him but i cant leave him.
Why do i love him??? i know hes been lying to me just recently i have caught him he claims not big ones but isnt a lie a lie??? he says he wouldnt cheat on me but hello hes doing it now??? Right hes god knows where with god knows who and i know now for its i have to end it.
I dont want to its going to hurt so so bad and i know he wont care maybe he will i dont know. Im not happy this has changed me i let him treat me like crap track my every move i let him control me and let him say jump and me say how high. but no more no matter how much you think love them is it really love???
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