ime free......

just to say to every woman...i to was with a married man for 2 years, if he had had his way it would have gone on and on..course..he is getting the VERY best of both WORLDS...,it nearly destroyed me,physically.mentally...i so wish i had read some of these storys b4 i got involved..if i had,i wouldnt be wrighting this trying to stop another woman from the pain i received.i was at my lowest...he lied to me CONSTANTLY...how ever i didnt realise this untill i started to want better for my self.I GENUINELY thought this was a good man..just in an unhappy marridge...it happens..but only in the other womans mind..bless your hearts.thought he really loved me..ha,wot a joke....these woman that are telling there storys have been there or are still there...listen hard...he loved me eh!!!!!he watched me cry.disintergrate loose weight and nearly my mind...i tooo loss friends that were just fed up of adviseing me ,crying,and still going bk for more;;;if you want to end up like me and these other her poor woman,then the decision is yours..if i could help one person by writeing this,then ime happy...ladys...they will not leave...its true wot they say...we deserve to be loved and not be there dirty secret....i was lucky enough to confide in my mother,who spent alot of time talking me round and mopping up my tears..ime free now,but he still trys to get to me...i wont look bk and ime getting stronger every day..it wasnt untill i got away that i realised i was strong enough not to be brainwashed any more...one last thing..something i read...we worry that it is going to hurt,but the FEELING is the same as you are going through daily now....the good thing is that the pain stops as you regain some self respect and dignity..these guys are complete ARSEHOLES.....DONT JUST READ LISTEN....MY HEART GOES OUT TO EVERY ONE OF YOU...BUT REMEMBER.. I WAS A WALKING WRECK THIS TIME LAST YEAR...NOW...imelooking fwd to meeting someone free that wants to love me and be seen with me..DO NOT KID YOURSELF YOU ARE DIFFERANT..all these affairs end the same way...they carry on with there fullfilled lives,while us...were just older.lonely.and right bk where we started..just alot more resentment and guilt..you survived b4 he came in to your world and you will again trust me...sleeping well and wakeing happy is just PRICELESS....love to all.from a very free ladyx