Miss Wannabe

by Gisselle Leon
(Puerto Rico)

Hello:
I'm 21 years old... And here is my story...

I'm from a little place called Puerto Rico, when I was studying at High School I got this part-time job at a Bakery when I was 16. Everything was all right, already had my car, my job, I was in 11th grade, with a lot of hopes and dreams. But one day when I was 17, I was working my evening shift, when I saw this gorgeous man, a Police Officer, my heart went crazy about him, he was doing a routine checkup were he had to sign like everything was ok...

After that day, he became to go more often, everyday when he was working he went to sign. Every time I saw him my heart when nuts, I used to called that feeling the "Mimisky", and my coworker new about my crush, as one day he went, we were already closing, so he stand outside in the patrol car, where I was ready to make my first move...

I went outside and we started to talk, I ask him stuff and I could notice he was a little shy, we exchange numbers, and that night I called him. He, in that moment, was 28 years old, married, with 2 little girls, living in the same neighborhood, but that didn't stop me. Like 2 weeks after we encounter our first date, of course it wasn't a regular date it was a hidden date, a place near a beach were is isolated... I didn't care, well i knew he was married, and we continued our relationship for 3 years and still going... I am truly in love with him, even he is older than I am, even he's married... Sometimes I feel down cause I would like to have him like everyday, but I see him like 4 to 5 times per week... I feel so nice with him, I cant even describe it... I don't care what his wife thinks, otherwise if she treated him like she is supposed to he wouldn't look for something in the street.

Anyways, all I'm waiting is to have my house, and tell him to move one with me because he says he doesn't leave her because he don't have a place to go, if he denies to move to my place by that time, he'll be so history, and our relationship will no longer keep on, and I'm so serious about this...